If it rains on a Sunday it rains differently at our house than anywhere else the air is drier and the cat won’t let you stroke it
We used to have a peephole in the fence behind it was where things happened
From the back garden you can see the dirty dishes piling up which is the distance between lovers when they don’t touch
Intimacy is finding out that you are staring at the same spot as the other person like at my parents whitewashing the walls for the hundredth time
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Finnish girls rarely say hello but aren’t arrogant or shy you only need a chisel to get a little closer they order their own beer travel the world while their husbands wait at home if they’re angry they send you a rotten fish
They hibernate on a bench under the snow When spring comes they get drunk to scratch the layer of civilization from their skin they hang around in bus shelters and sometimes naked in lakes
In the night bus they sink their teeth into the rubber armrests If they haven’t already fallen asleep
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On the last day someone comes to play chess You ask who put a dead horse in your bed The man opposite you doesn’t know whether to let you win
In the kitchen we throw buckets of water until it’s up to our ankles Your wet hair sticks to your neck, your head to our hands When you do the shopping you always drink a can of coke supermarkets make you thirsty satisfied you put the can back on the shelf
The day you left we ate spaghetti We sat on the balcony, plates on our laps heat brewed, the air felt empty I climbed into a strange bed pulled up my knees and slept all summer.
Kira Wuck (b. 1978) is a poet and a short story writer and the winner of the Dutch national championship poetry slam. The daughter of an Indonesian father and a Finnish mother, she grew up in Amsterdam but is attracted to the absurdism and melancholy of the far north. An affinity that is reflected in the title of her highly-praised, prize-winning debut collection Finse meisjes (‘Finnish Girls’).
The originals are in Finse meisjes, Podium, Amsterdam, 2012.