Poems by E.V.Ramakrishnan
Memorial Time
The mirror wall is etched with letters. You touch them as if you are carving names in human flesh. Memorial poles stand between the living and the departed. The bells commemorate silence. The boatman at the ferry knows those with fewer words will never return. I abandoned a third of my words at every ferry-crossing to reach here. Behind the mirror of water, there is a realm of glass for those who are gone from language, but none for those whose language is gone. Tips for living in an expanding universe Imagine far is near, the language you hear in the streets is creolized by machines that have a mind of their own. Laburnum trees bloom all at once in the city. They have signed a pact with the world: they retain rights to slowness, memories as deep as minerals and a local dialect soaked in monsoon wind. But know that you are stuck in a speeding escalator that moves only outward. Set out much earlier to reach the place of work on time. Send an email to your wife in the next room, can we meet at the weekend. Once in a while check in the city museum, it helps to know the sect you belong to. You need a satellite phone to locate your parents. All you know is they are drifting into a zone of civil war. Watch out for alerts, travel advisories every morning to know where you are, or rather, where you will never be. Your home town has now moved further away and the chance of meeting someone with your mother tongue is remote. What you see hurtling like a harpoon into the horizon’s back confirms what you always feared: you have outpaced yourself. You are neither a native nor an immigrant. Listen to weather telecasts. They will accompany you like prayers. You are not in this poem, since it returns to language without you. You are stranded in the blueness of distance that fences the world with barbed images. |
About the poet
E.V.Ramakrishnan is a bilingual writer who has published poetry and literary criticism in Malayalam, his mother tongue and English. He also translates between Indian languages and English. He has three volumes of poetry in English: Being Elsewhere in Myself (1980), A Python in a Snake Park (1994), and Terms of Seeing: New and Selected Poems (2006). He is working on his next volume of English poems. Among his critical books in English are Interdisciplinary Alter-natives in Comparative Literature (Co-edited, 2013), Locating Indian Literature: Texts, Traditions and Translations (2011) and Making It New: Modernism in Malayalam, Marathi and Hindi Poetry (1995). He has five critical books in Malayalam, including Aksharavum Aadhunikatayum (1994) for which he was awarded Kerala Sahitya Akademi Award. He is presently Professor Emeritus, School of Language, Literature and Culture Studies at Central University of Gujarat, Gandhinagar, Gujarat. |