A green god was running up the path. This happened, in childhood, thereabouts. His body was moss, glitter of rain. Fresh spring moss, all the valley a rain-smell for days. I saw him turn and for a moment look in my eyes. Right then forest sprouted in me, his eyes began it, instantly, his gaze grew fear in me, the fear in stone and heart and god: divine fear. He ran up, I watched a god running. A god afraid.
How
Not that I know about evil. No, I don’t know evil: oak-leaves stuck to flesh, strings looping hind-legs hung from the hovel’s mouldy rafters.
Dog, rabbit, fox: I don’t know as they cut off the head. Rain, no, thin drizzle starts in this maimed forest, as the fear starts, for the road impassable – forestry trucks
churned it up; the heavy wheels of machines. We’re ankle-deep in mud, with no roads; an inverted cross on he hut’s door. The woodpecker stabs the oak. The cross is clumsily daubed. The woodpecker changes tree, still stabs,
and cold hasn’t stopped the body’s stench. Why must I look at this headless beast? Was there pain? Did they peel it alive?
There’s a bird I don’t know. Its cry is the only voice in this forest. No roads and nowhere to go, as the blank dusk starts as it moves, as the skinned body swings, though I swear that the air doesn’t move.
Crossing
Let stillness bloom in me, let it overflow, as fog fills the ferry’s cabin. Driftwood dashes on the mooring rope. I come to you. Crossing does not start or end; tears us in two. Muscles tremble with each pulse of these waves; a seagull preens on the fog-light’s mast.
Ákos Győrffy was born in 1976 in Vác, now lives in Börzsönyliget. He works as a social worker at a homeless shelter in Budapest. He published six volumes so far; poems and essays. He has won Artisjus, Miklós Mészöly and Attila József awards.