Nobody knows how animal paws came into my handbag Nobody knows how the Brahms lullaby escaped Novak’s tennis racquet Nobody knows how waves throw salt and sand at golden froth coloring the sky Nobody knows how my grandmother who parted the Red Sea sent her husband to jail Nobody knows how the pedophile prostituting marmalade in India garage became a jazz song Nobody knows how my Dad became the daughter of a math problem that mountains couldn’t solve
The wounded drummer boy
hiding behind the cosmic sky and his father’s fly tells his friend that he needs to go to the US to get an injection or he will die
Two men his father and uncle pose against their vintage car all curves and buff in beige suits shy smiles dangling cigarettes sunglasses against the autumn sky
That was before they watched her their beloved speak to the priest about Godzilla’s hold
That was before their son went to Commander Green and asked the tarot cards when his mother would get out of his brain so he could take her scuba diving in the South China Sea before smothering her
ShobaNarayan is a bilingual Indian-American poet who identifies as a woman of color. Her poetry has been published or forthcoming from The Wild Umbrella, La Piccioletta Barca, Mukoli: the magazine of peace, The Stillwater Review, The Mantelpiece, Madras Courier, Indian Literature, The Seraphic Review, Rogue Agent, Humans of the World, Lucky Jefferson and others. She has published six books. Her essays have appeared in the New York Times, Wall Street Journal, Condenast Traveler, The Guardian, and Gourmet, winning her a James Beard award and Pulitzer Fellowship. She hosts the Bird Podcast.