After four hours Of blood transfusion My father was raving. “Are you okay?” “Well. I am and I’m not.”
They had come from the South of France Or the South of England.
“Who?” ‘Well…” “Have you seen them?”
Perhaps some blood donor Gifted you these inconvenient, Inconsiderate ghosts Who came to visit But by-passed you. Or
Four hours of chat with the blood nurse When I’ve relished an afternoon off. Were you simply crazy With a day of kindness And conversation?
Song of Despair
My skin that sings your touch. I wade into the shallow water. I cast my empty net through white heat to pull you slowly towards me.
I am a stranger on a flat island. You are black mint tea and apple tobacco, the heady fading spices, the whiff of charcoal.
I am a drowning exile sinking in a terrible escape towards the unforgiving shore of you. My desires are storm-torn butterflies
leaving the continent of memory in a cloud of forbidden colour to end like sodden confetti afloat on impossible silence.
from ‘Twenty Songs of Despair and a Love Poem’ after Pablo Neruda’s ‘Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair’
Kate Newmann is an Irish poet, and a 2025 recipient of the Patrick and Katherine Kavanagh Trust Fellowship. She was an invited reader at the 25th Medellin International Poetry Festival, Colombia, and most recently at the Himalayan Echoes Festival in Nainital, India. She has published the Dictionary of Ulster Biography and Nearness of Ice, as well as five collections of poetry. Her sixth collection is due out in 2025.