I’ve never seen a blade of grass that wasn’t a smudge of green blown in on a breeze. I pick up
very little, try not to go by comparison. During the war my brother disappeared.
Presumed dead, buried for days in our minds, until he showed up with nothing
of the ghost about him. It was like that then. I would test my eyes on him
until a loaf of bread sailed through the kitchen air rattling the door behind me.
This was the scene. The smell of oil rising from the board, my sitter loathing the likeness, as if
they were someone else, as if I were someone else.
Untitled, c. 1945
Sky returns to rigid blue still we keep to ourselves
out of sight grass springs again through the mud
weather prospers where winter lay
though little is known of the swarm of insects
that came past our door we use our time wisely dream
poorly pray for good weather for several days
a dead mouse turns on the pavement
won’t let me sleep
Leeanne Quinn was born in Drogheda and grew up there and in Monasterboice, Co. Louth, Ireland. Her debut collection, Before You, was published by Dedalus Press in 2012, and was highly commended in the Forward Prize for Poetry 2013. Her poems have been widely anthologised, appearing in The Forward Book of Poetry 2013, and Windharp: Poems of Ireland Since 1916, among others. Her second collection, Some Lives, was published by Dedalus Press in October 2020. She currently lives in Munich, Germany.