People will say again: no you don't speak for us your voice is an internal thunderstorm, not in my line, you can count me out people will turn their backs on me
and they're right of course they're right but a thunderstorm no soft music on a spinet issuing from â summerhouse suspended from cobwebs on a Sunday morning with a princess
how far the calendar is from my hands, how high time hangs above my head I laugh out of sheer bewilderment I weep out of pure chagrin I live they say I am a living being I have responsibilities I might die they say and then, they say...
Jim, I'd Like to Know
Jim, I'd like to know what makes it worth your while to go on writing letters, essays, poems in which you praise the world expertly assessing its worth like some merchant. how come you never grow tired and close your eyes and think I wish they'd all go to hell with their natter and go on writing letters, essays, poems from which I can recognise you and meet you laughing and giving me courage for I'm so tired and while I'm speaking hope's seeping away Jim, what makes it worth your while to go on writing letters, essays, poems...etc.
The World an Old Music Box
the world an old music box that must sing
the dancer it is his body that sings the writer it is his life that sings the musician his head the poet his throat and the sculptor his fingers that sing in the stone it is the world that sings
the world an old music box
but the lovers sing too their bodies sing from the world the whole world a song ascends into the night the sick man sends the guitar of his longing and the lonely child plays on his body as on a guitar (in the afternoon a sad song rises between his fingers) the exhausted travellers too sing in train or omnibus and the murderer sings with the knife in his fingers and the thief sings with the beads in his hand (and the sailor sings in bed with a tango).
Hans Lodeizen (1924-1950) died of leukaemia at just twenty-six, but his reputation and popularity as a poet continued to grow in the decades following his death, especially with successive generations of young readers. One of the first Dutch poets to draw on the power of colloquial language, his poetry moved away from the styles of the pre-war period and paved the way for the experiment of the 1950s. Although his premature death prevented him from joining his contemporaries in the Vijftigers, they saw him as a kindred spirit and helped promote his work. ‘Jim’ in the poem below is Lodeizen’s friend, James Merrill.
‘Voice Wise yet Stammering’ and ‘Jim, I’d Like to Know’ from Singers behind Glass, Sunk Island Publishing, 1995 ‘The World an Old Music Box’ is from Dutch Interior, Postwar Poetry of the Netherlands and Flanders, Columbia University Press, 1984
The originals are in Verzamelde gedichten, Van Oorschot, Amsterdam, 1996